family?

I thought it was just a bad dream when I awoke,
But wait, it's reality.
My family wants nothing to do with me,
I have no family.
A crazy way to be today,
when there are so many types of families,
But I have tried to make a family,
without success, it hasn't worked.
No birth family, no adopted family, no friend family.
Me, myself and I,
a very sad, small family.
No sense of being part of a whole,
mostly alone, some loose connections here and there,
but not enough consistency to say I belong,
I am yours and you are mine,
we are together on this journey.