Too much to do, too many jobs, interests,
each day a different schedule,
torn, unable to focus, decide, prioritize,
unable or unwilling
to make a commitment, take a risk,
fear of failing...
I flit from here to there, like a hummingbird,
hovering for nectar,
from one bloom to the next,
constantly in motion,
dividing my attention into bits and bytes,
I've lost track of purpose,
consensus within myself,
my legacy, projects with promise,
but no completion.
I am exhausted, splitting what is inside of me
with too much outside of me.
Not enough to go around...
|photo by author, courtesy of Glave Kocen Gallery|